آلبوم IOWA - 2001

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People = Shit

COME ON! 

Here we go again, motherfucker!

Yeah! 

Come on down, and see the idiot right here,

Too fucked to beg and not afraid to care.

What's the matter with calamity anyway?

run Get the fuck outta my face!

Understand that I can't feel anything.

It isn't like I wanna sift through the decay.

I feel like a wound, like I got a fuckin'

Gun against my head, you live when I'm dead!

 

One more time, motherfucker!

 

Everybody hates me now, so fuck it,

Blood's on my face and my hands, and I don't know why

I'm not afraid to cry, but thats none of your business!

Whose life is it? Get it? See it? Feel it? Eat it?

Spin it around so I can spit in its face.

I wanna leave without a trace,

cuz I dont wanna die in this place!

 

People = Shit!

People = Shit!

People = Shit!

People = Shit!

People=Shit! (Whatcha gunna do?)

People=Shit! (Cuz I am not afraid of you.)

People=Shit! (Im everything you'll never be!)

People=Shit! (Yeah!)

 

It never stops - you can't be everything to everyone.

Contagion - I'm sittin' at the side of Satan.

What do you want from me?

They never told me the failure I was meant to be.

Now. Overdo it - don't tell me you blew it,

Stop your bitchin' and fight your way through it!

IM. NOT. LIKE. YOU. I. JUST. FUCK. UP.

C'mon motherfucker everybody has to die,

C'mon motherfucker EVERYBODY HAS TO DIE!

 

PEOPLE = SHIT!

People = Shit!

People = Shit!

People = Shit!

People = Shit!

People=Shit! (YEAH!)

People=Shit! (YEAH!)

People=Shit! (YEAAARGH!)

People=Shit! (AAARGH!)

People = Shit!

People = Shit!

People = Shit!

People = Shit!

People=Shit! (Whatcha gonna do?)

People=Shit! (Cause I'm not afraid of you.)

People=Shit! (I'm everything you'll never be!)

People=Shit! YEAH

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Disasterpiece

 

 

I wanna slit your throat and fuck the wound

I wanna press my face in and feel the swoon

I wanna dig inside, find a little bit of me

Cause the line gets crossed when you don't come clean

 

My wormwood meets your pesticide

You'll never get out, cause you were never alive

I am infinite, I am the infant finite

Come a little closer and I'll show you why

 

(NO ONE IS - SAFE)

Noises, noises, people make noises

People make noises when they're sick

Nothing to do except hold on to NOTHING

 

How does it feel to be locked inside another dream

That never had a chance of being realized?

What the fuck are you looking at?

I'll tell you what you're looking at

Everyone you ever fucking laughed at

 

Look in my eyes for the answers - typical

I can feel it underneath like a miracle

Everybody in the world needs more than

Lies and consequences to power them

Once again, it's me and no one else

I can't remember if there was a someone else

It's not mine, it's not fair, it's outta my hands

And it's shaking - you'll never take me

 

(NO ONE IS - SAFE)

Noises, noises, people make noises

People make noises when they're sick

Nothing to do except hold on to NOTHING

 

NOTHING!

 

(HATE) Hate ain't enough to describe me

(SCREAM) Somewhere between screaming and crying

I'm not supposed to be here

I'm not supoosed to be

 

(WHY) When do I get to know why?

(BITTER) Bitter as the stink of when I try

I'm not supposed to be here

I'm not supposed to be

 

Pull your hands away

I'm gone - goodbye - it's so depressing

Withering away

Take a look - inside - my soul is missing

All I have

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My Plague

 

 

I'm in conniptions for the final act you came here for

The one derivative you manage is the one I abhor

I need a minute to elaborate for everyone the

Everyday bullshit things that you have done

 

Your impossible ego fuck is like a

Megalomaniacal tab on my tongue

You fuckin' touch me I will rip you apart

I'll reach in and take a bite out of that

Shit you call a heart...

 

I don't mind being ogled, ridiculed

Made to feel miniscule

If you consider the source, it's kinda pitiful

The only thing you really know about me is...

...that's all you'll ever know

 

I know why you blame me

I know why you blame yourself

I know why you plague me

I know why you plague yourself

 

I'm turning it around like a knife on the shell

I wanna understand why, but I'm hurting myself

I haven't seen a lotta reasons to stop it

I can't just drop it

I'm just a bastard, but at least I admit it

At least I admit it

 

I know why you blame me (yourself)

I know why you plague me (yourself)

 

Kill you - fuck you - i will never be you

Kill you - fuck you - i will never be you

I can't fuckin' take it anymore

A snap of the synapse

And now it's fuckin' war

Kill you - fuck you - i will never be you

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Everything Ends

 

You are wrong, fucked, and overrated

I think I\'m gonna be sick and it\'s your fault

This is the end of EVERYTHING

You are the end of EVERYTHING

I haven\'t slept since I woke up

And found my whole life was a lie, motherfucker

This is the end of EVERYTHING

You are the end of EVERYTHING

 

Shallow skin, I can paint with pain

I mark the trails on my arms with your disdain

Everyday it\'s the same - I LOVE, YOU HATE

But I guess I don\'t care any more...

Fix my problems with the blade

While my eyes turn from blue to gray

God, the worst thing happened to me today

But I guess I don\'t care anymore...

 

You are wrong, fucked, and overrated

I think I\'m gonna be sick and it\'s your fault

This is the end of EVERYTHING

You are the end of EVERYTHING

I haven\'t slept since I woke up

And found my whole life was a lie, motherfucker

This is the end of EVERYTHING

You are the end of EVERYTHING

 

My flaws are the only thing left that\'s pure

Can\'t really live, can\'t really endure

Everything I see reminds me of her

God I wish I didn\'t care anymore

The more I touch, the less I feel

I\'m lying to myself that it\'s not real

Why is everybody making such a big fucking deal?

It\'s not like I don\'t care anymore

 

What the hell am I doing?

Is there anyone left in my life?

What the fuck was I thinking?

Anybody want to tell me I\'m fine?

Where the hell am I going?

Do I even need a reason to hide?

I am only betrayed

I am only conditioned to die

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The Heretic Anthem

8...7...6...6...6...5...4...3...2...1...

I'm a pop star threat and I'm not dead yet

Got a super dred bet with an angel drug head

Like a dead beat winner. I want to be a sinner

An idolized bang for the industry killer.

A hideous man that you don't understand

Throw a suicide party and I'm guaranteed to fucking snap.

It's evilsonic, It's pornoholic.

Breakdowns, Obscenities, It's all I wanna be.

If You're 555 then I'm 666.

If you're 555 I'm 666.

If you're 555 then I'm 666 (what's it like to be a heretic)

If you're 555 I'm 666. (what's it like to be a heretic)

Everybody's so infatuated

Everybody's so completely sure of what we are

Everybody defamates from miles away

But face to face, they haven't got a thing to say

I bleed for this and I bleed for you

Still you look in my face like I'm sombody new

TOY - Nobody wants anything I've got

Which if fine becuase you're made of

Everything - I'm - NOT!

If You're 555 then I'm 666.

If you're 555 I'm 666.

If you're 555 then I'm 666 (what's it like to be a heretic)

If you're 555 I'm 666. (what's it like to be a heretic)

30 Seconds, 16, 8, 4, lemme tell you why

I haven't the slightest, I'm teaching your brightest

They're listening, clamoring

All the money in the world can't buy me.

GO AHEAD. LIE TO ME.

Tell me again how you're tortured

I wanna know how you followed your orders so well

You're full of SHIT

You had a dream but this ain't it.

If You're 555 then I'm 666.

If you're 555 I'm 666.

If you're 555 then I'm 666 (what's it like to be a heretic)

If you're 555 I'm 666. (what's it like to be a heretic)

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Gently

Gently, my mind escapes into the relaxing

world of pleasure, a pleasure that'll take

my mind off the reality of my life,

my past life... life as I know it now.

 

And whatever may come, it slowly

disappears to somewhere in the back

of my mind. It will remain there,

until I wish to retrieve it.

 

Yes, I will stay here for a while,

for I need the break. A break from the

pressures of life, and everything

that lays in the palm of life's hands.

 

This mode is incredible. It's out of

this world. Too bad I must always leave it...

... but that's life.

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Left Behind

 

I've known faces that have disapeared in time

Find me wrapped in glass and slowly soaked in lime

All My friends have pictures made to make you cry

I've seen this and wondered what I've done to calcify

 

(I ignore you)

As I close my eyes I feel it all slipping away

(I come toward you)

We all got left behind, we let it all slip away

 

I can't stand to see your thalidomide robot face

I Don't even try it! You had to be a liar just to

infiltrate me - I'm still drowing

 

(I ignore you)

As I close my eyes, i feel it all slipping away

(I come toward you)

We all got left behind, we let it all slip away

 

...Take...this...away... (x2)

I can feel it on my mouth

I can taste you on my fingers

I can hear you like the holy ghost

And kill you if you get too close 

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The Shape

 

DESTROY!!!! ARHHHHHHH!!!

 

Too tragic to stay with you

Too static to try for you

These scars, they swallow hard

The part of the past that\'s hollow and dark

Too horrid to kill for you

Too sordid to die with you

Unstable as always, come down

Everything else is just dust and sound

 

SEPARATE (I\'ve lost my only way)

SEPARATE (I\'ve lost my only way)

SEPARATE (I\'ve lost my only way)

SEE THE SHAPE (Broken and thrown away)

 

I\'d give it all away, come take it all away

You can\'t resent the fear

Somebody tell me how I got here

I\'d give it all to you, come take it, it\'s all for you

The noise is so damn loud, but

Everything else is just dust and sound

 

SEPARATE (I\'ve lost my only way)

SEPARATE (I\'ve lost my only way)

SEPARATE (I\'ve lost my only way)

SEE THE SHAPE (Broken and thrown away)

 

Ahhhh, I don\'t wanna do this anymore

Everything\'s shit - everything\'s been taken

Forsaken - gotta start it over cuz I\'m hearing it

Backwards - DON\'T make sense - DON\'T feel better

Who\'s better? It\'s not that simple

You gotta figure it out before you make things difficult

It\'s not a word, it\'s a problem, the problem was easy

Draw your conclusions - solutions?

Anybody else wanna run?

Contorting, distorting - I am undone

One less propaganda nightmare fixture

Are you getting the picture?

 

Arrhhhhhhh

 

SEPARATE (I\'ve lost my only way)

SEPARATE (I\'ve lost my only way)

SEPARATE (I\'ve lost my only way)

SEE THE SHAPE (Broken and thrown away)

SEPARATE (I\'ve lost my only way)

SEPARATE (I\'ve lost my only way)

SEPARATE (I\'ve lost my only way)

SEE THE SHAPE (Broken and thrown away)

 

IM BROKEN AND THROWN AWAY

ARRHHHH 

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I Am Hated

 

The whole world is my enemy - and I\'m a walking target

Two times the devil with all the significance

Dragged and raped for the love of a mob

I can\'t stay - because I can\'t be stopped

Eat motherfuckers alive who cross us

I know you\'re all tired of the same ol\' bosses

Let me tell you how it\'s gonna be

I\'m gonna kill anyone who steps up in front of me

 

Welcome to the same ol\' fucking scam

Same ol\' shit in a dead fad

 

Everybody wants to be so hard

Are you real or a second rate sports card?

They all lost their dad or their wife just died

They never got to go outside - SHUT UP

Nobody gives a fuck

it doesn\'t change the fact that you suck

 

(We are) The anti-cancer

(We are) The only answer

Stripped down, we want you dead

But what\'s inside of me, you\'ll never know

(We are) Bipolar gods

(We are) You know what we are

My life was always shit

And I don\'t think I need this anymore

 

Now I\'m not pretty and I\'m not cool

But I\'m fat and I\'m ugly and proud - so fuck you

Standing out is the new pretension

Sreamline the (sic)ness, half-assed aggression

You gotta see it to believe it, we all got conned

All the mediocre sacred cows we spawne

Put your trust in the mission

We will not repent - this is our religion

 

(We are) The anti-cancer

(We are) The only answer

Stripped down, we want you dead

But what\'s inside of me, you\'ll never know

(We are) Bipolar gods

(We are) You know what we are

My life was always shit

And I don\'t think I need this anymore

 

I AM HATED

YOU ARE HATED

WE ARE HATED

 

Everything sucks and I can prove it

Everybody dies, shuffle on, remove it

Idividuals, indispensable

I\'m the paradox deity vessel

...the other side holds no secret

But this side is done, I don\'t need it

Before you go, you should know you\'re breaking down

You\'ll be rotten by the time you\'re underground

 

(We are) The anti-cancer

(We are) The only answer

Stripped down, we want you dead

But what\'s inside of me, you\'ll never know

(We are) Bipolar gods

(We are) You know what we are

My life was always shit

And I don\'t think I need this anymore

 

(We Are) The source of conscience

(We Are) Distorted sentients

There\'s only one thing left

And I can\'t leave until it\'s stated

(We Are) The absolute

(We Are) Controlling you

They\'re closing in, I can\'t escape

I AM HATED

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Skin Ticket

Zero and zero is nothing but zero

Cancer and people conspire together

Running and running and going forever

Collected and sampled, starving for zero

 

Come see my cage - built in my grain

 

Minus the inside and minus the circle

Inhabit the riddle and fill in the hovel

Wherein and herein, between us and near us

Zero and zero is nothing but zero

 

Come see my cage - built-in migraine

 

Keeping myself alive...

through your EMPATHY

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New Abortion

I'm ethereal, my children are legion, serial

They stick to my skin like beloved cysts

I tear away with my nails and teeth and fists

Touch the hands of inverted saints

Follow my heart through the threaded pain

Callow man is a sentinel screaming

I see the future; the future is bleeding

 

Sores, every goddamn minute I can feel 'em now

Like a virus, you will never kill me now

Goin' underground, comin' on like hepatitis

We're out - and you can't reshape us

Another bug in the construct

Tearin' up the main bus B

Zeros and ones are everything - execute me

 

Everywhere you look, it's like they know

Their fingerprints are hidden by CONTROL

This is where the line is drawn, see

YOU CAN'T TAKE MY SOUL AWAY FROM ME

 

What do you need to see? Ya feel the impact?

Gotta retract - everybody get back

What is this? It's like a big conspiracy

Fields of dejected morbid progeny

They always say that it's always our fault

But everything we say is taken with a grain of salt

Man, it's always the same, if we talk or complain

We only wanna upset the balance

How's it feel to be the New Abortioin?

The only generation to suffer extortion

 

Everywhere you look, it's like they know

Their fingerprints are hidden by CONTROL

This is where the line is drawn, see

YOU CAN'T TAKE MY SOUL AWAY FROM ME

 

YOU CAN'T TAKE MY SOUL AWAY FROM ME

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Metabolic

 

 

Gone - I couldn't murder your promise

Right before my eyes

The revolutions of my psychosis

Kept me outta the way

 

Once - inside - all I hold is ash...

 

Fail - suppressing every feeling

I'm in so much pain

I have every fuckin' right to hate you

I can't take it!

 

The hardest part was knowing that I could never be you

Now all I do is sit around and wish I could forget you

 

My demise - I took a life worth living and

Made it worth a mockery

I deny - I fold, but they keep on coming

(Stop) I'm always ready to die

But you're killing me

 

Who are you to me? Who am I to you?

Is this a lesson in nepotistic negligence?

By default, you are my only link to the outside

Psychosomatic suicide

Where were you when I was down?

Can you show me a way...

To face everyday with this face - goodbye

 

My demise - I took a life worth living and

Made it worth a mockery

I deny - I fold, but they keep on coming

(Stop) I'm always ready to die

But you're killing me

 

When I blur my eyes, they make the whole

World breath - I see you fucking me

And I am absolutely controlly every urge

To mutilate - the one and only answer

So much for memories...

I wanna derss in your insecurities

And be the perfect you - I'm through

I'm out-stretched out for all to loathe

Here we go - the ultimate irony

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Iowa

 

Relax...it's over, you belong to me, I fill your mouth with dirt

Relax...it's over, you can never leave

I take your second digit with me... Love...

You are...my first, I can barely breathe

I find you fascinating

You are...my favorite, lay you down to sleep

It's all that I can do to stop...Love...

So blue...so broken, paper doll decays

I haven't left you yet

So cold...subversive, your eyes are full of bleach

Tomorrow, I will go away again...Love...

YOU ARE MINE, YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MINE, I CAN TEAR YOU APART

I CAN RECOMBINE YOU

ALL I WANT IS TO COVET YOU ALL

YOU BELONG TO ME

I WILL KILL YOU TO LOVE YOU. LOVE

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آلبوم 2004 - Vol. 3 The Subliminal Verses

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Prelude 3.0

 

I don't know why...

...I never told you

I don't know why...

...I never tried

 

When we shed these bitter skins again

 

All the reasons come to life

But now it's over..

Now it's over

Now it's over

Now it's over

 

I don't know why

You never asked me

And I don't know why

You never cared

 

Went we hind these little sins again

 

All the reasons

Have to die...

But now it's over

Now it's over

And now it's over

And now it's over

And now it's over! [x4]

 

No!

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The Blister Exists

 

ONE, TWO, THREE!!!

YEAH!!!

DROP IT!!!

Bones in the water and dust in my lungs

Absorbing archaic like a sponge

 

The ultimate way is the way you control

But can you stay if you detach your soul?!

 

Bury the present, and squeeze out the past

The ones you endear to never last

 

Chemical burns and the animalistic

I'm just another hardline pseudo-statistic

 

Can you feel this? (can you feel this)

I'm dying to feel this (dying to feel this)

Can you feel this? (can you feel this)

[Screams]

 

Blood on the paper and skin on my teeth

Trying to commit to what is beneath

 

To find the time is to lose the momentum

You learn the lessons and immediately forget them

 

Automatic and out of my reach

Consult all the waste to find the key

 

Minimal life and the polysyllabic

I'm just another blank page-push the button, pull the rage

 

Can you feel this? (can you feel this)

I'm dying to feel this (dying to feel this)

Can you feel this? (can you feel this)

[Screams]

 

I am all, but what am I?

Another number that isn't equal to any of you

 

I control but I comply

Pick me apart then pick up the pieces

 

I'm uneven

I am the damaged one

All my life and the damage done

 

Can you feel this? (can you feel this)

I'm dying to feel this (dying to feel this)

Can you feel this? (can you feel this)

I'M DYING TO FEEL THIS! (DYING TO FEEL THIS!)

CAN YOU FEEL THIS? (CAN YOU FEEL THIS?)

I'M DYING TO FEEL THIS! (DYING TO FEEL THIS!)

CAN YOU FEEL THIS? (NO!)

NO!!!

 

I am all, but what am I?

Another number that isn't equal to any of you

 

I control but I comply

Pick me apart then pick up the pieces

 

I'm uneven

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Three Nil

 

Chaos - it's just the beginning

Every promise I made I'm rescinding

Center mass in the middle of the monster

I'm getting tired of drowning the constant

cry for help - it's debatable

The only reason that you love me is I'm hated by all

Come on - Come see dysfunction

I guess we're gonna leave it open for discussion

 

Who am I? And where am I going?

Maybe I'm looking in the wrong direction

Maybe I'm looking for any direction

This is not my war - This is not my fight

This is something more - This is not my life

(This is not my) Revolution

(This is not my) Convolution

(This is not my) Expectation

(This is not my) Desperation

 

Holed up, scarred and tamed for the hell of it

Look at me - I'm the glorified malcontent

Save me? Save this!

All I gotta do is give up and all is forgiven

I'm sick - Of being the butt of a cosmic joke

And I don't get the punch line

A million people lined up for miles

To see the Great Big Mouth shut up and apologize

 

This is not my war - This is not my fight

This is something more - This is not my life

(This is not my) Revolution

(This is not my) Convolution

(This is not my) Only reason to question why

Today, I said goodbye!

 

Goodbye!

Oh I didn't need to leave to stay right here

Today I said goodbye!

 

I am the pariah (break me)

I am the liar (save me)

I can take anything (make me)

Accuse me of everything (take me)

Cut off the system (shape me)

Deny my existence (waste me)

I won't be afraid (try me)

I won't be unmade (deny me)

 

So come on - break it off

Come on - buy the lie

Come on - say it, say it

Come on

 

Say goodbye!

 

Goodbye!

Oh I didn't need to leave to stay right here

Today I said goodbye!

Goodbye!

Oh I didn't need to leave to stay right here

Today I said goodbye!

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Duality

 

(I Push my fingers into my) eyes...

It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache...

But it's made of all the things I have to take...

Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside...

If the pain goes on...

Aaaaaaaah!

 

I have screamed until my veins collapsed

I've waited last, my time's elapsed

Now, All I do is live with so much fate

I've wished for this, I've bitched at that

I've left behind this little fact:

You cannot kill what you did not create

I've gotta say what I've gotta say

And then I swear I'll go away

But I can't promise you'll enjoy the noise

I guess I'll save the best for last

My future seems like one big past

You're left with me 'cause you left me no choice

 

(I push my fingers into my) eyes

It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache

If the pain goes on,

I'm not gonna make it!

 

Put me back together

Or separate the skin from the bone

Leave me all the Pieces, then you can leave me

alone

Tell me the reality is better than a dream

But I found out the hard way-

Nothing is what it seems!

 

(I push my fingers into my) eyes

It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache

But it's made of all the thing I have to take

Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside

If the pain goes on,

I'm not gonna make it!

 

 

All I've got...all I've got is insane...

All I've got...all I've got is insane...

All I've got...all I've got is insane!

All I've got...all I've got is insane!

 

(I push my fingers into my) eyes

It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache

But it's made of all the thing I have to take

Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside

If the pain goes on,

I'm not gonna make it!...

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Opium Of The People

 

Watch those idiosyncrasies

Watch all the idiots fall on me

Running out of ways to get outta the way

Take another shot just to stay the same

But I need some balance - Back it off

Fill your lungs 'til it makes you cough

Tell me everything's gonna be alright

'Cause I don't think I'll make it through tonight

 

The only way - Is all the way

 

Oh - my - God

It's judgement day and I'm not prepared

Everybody out there's running scared

So - Take a little bit off the top

I don't care, just make it stop

 

I won't give another soul... to you

I won't give another life... to you

You have to stop

Stop!

 

Do one thing and say something cryptic

But the styles always clash

One thing I know for sure

The hypothetical won't work anymore

One wrong move and they will pound!

My nails are tight inside my wrists

This sacrament is sacrilege and sentimental

Deity experimental - Faith is accidental

 

I won't give another soul... to you

I won't give another life... to you

I won't give another thought... to you

I won't give anymore of my hope... to you

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Circle

 

Give me the dust of my father

Stand on the face of the ancients

Bear all the secret flesh of time itself

 

Follow me (Follow me)

I\'ve come so far behind again

Follow me (Follow me)

Wish so hard I\'m there again

Follow me (Follow me)

Follow me (Follow me)

 

All that I wanted the things I had before

All that I needed I\'ve never needed more

All of my questions are answers to my sins

All of my endings waiting to begin

 

I know the way that I faulter

Can\'t be afraid of my patience

There\'s a sacred place where Razel keeps safe

 

Follow me (Follow me)

I\'ve seen so much I\'m blind again

Follow me (Follow me)

I feel so bad I\'m in love again

Follow me (Follow me)

 

All that I wanted the things I had before

All that I needed I\'ve never needed more

All of my questions are answers to my sins

All of my endings waiting to begin

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Welcome

 

I am a product, of your conduct

The uncontrollable urges that made me

have made us all - Are you proud ?

Do you even care?

You taught us all to lie - that's how we made it here

 

Can't abate the truth with your secrets,

But you were far too impressed with your pretence

Now as far as I know, I don't know anything

Cause you made damn sure, I wasn't anything

 

Distractions, Reactions

The only way to go is to go away

Discarded, Retarded

Before I let you go, you have to let me

 

Clawed away from human clay

We are the broken shards, the art disarray

Before you condemn, you rape them

feed us meconium

Stund our growth from our souls to our throats - CUT

You shouldn't wall us up with your apathy

but you did - Now you're only growing enemies

This is the catalyst, the alpha, the first breed

Cause you made damn sure, now we're everything

 

Distractions, Reactions

The only way to go is to go away

Discarded, Retarded

Before I let you go, you have to let me

 

Much to my surprise, I will wake up

And follow the path of the ones i am made of

But this time I won't give in

I will save you from my sins

 

(What is wrong with this...Manipulation...Violence and Chaotic)

 

Ensconced...in all that's wrong

I slam you shut, I can only take so much

How many times do I have I mistreat you?

Constantly biting my hands as I feed you ?

Maybe now you'll understand severity

I'll sum it up with the best amout of brevity

 

Welcome to the transformation

Welcome to annihilation

Welcome to the man that wanted

Everything, but couldn't have it

 

Distractions, Reactions

The only way to go is to go away

Discarded, Retarded

Before I let you go, you have to let me

 

Much to my surprise I will wake up

And follow the path of the ones I am made of

But this time I won't give in

I will save you from my sins

 

Save you from my sins

Save you from my sins

---

Vermilion

 

She seems dressed in all the rings

Of past fatalities

So fragile yet so devious

She continues to see it

Climatic hands that press

Her temples and my chest

Enter the night that she came home

Forever

Oh (She's the only one that makes me sad)

She is everything and more

The solemn hypnotic

My Dahlia, you're bathed in posession

She is home to me

I get nervous, perverse, when I see her is worse

But the stress is astounding

It's now or never she's coming home

Forever

Oh (She's the only one that makes me sad)

Hard to say what caught my attention

Fixed and crazy, Aphid Attraction

Carve my name in my face, to recognize

Such a pheromone cult- to terrorize

I won't let this build up inside of me

I won't let this build up inside of me

I won't let this build up inside of me

I won't let this build up inside of me

(Yeah!)

I'm a slave, and I am a master

No restraints and, unchecked collectors

I exist throught my need- to self oblige

She is something in me-that I despise

I won't let this build up inside of me

I won't let this build up inside of me

I won't let this build up inside of me

I won't let this build up inside of me

I won't let this build up inside of me

I won't let this build up inside of me

I won't let this build up inside of me

I won't let this build up inside of me

SHE ISN'T REAL!

I CAN'T MAKE HER REAL!

SHE ISN'T REAL!

I CAN'T MAKE HER REAL!

(She isn't real, I can't make her real)

(She isn't real, I can't make her real)

---

 

Pulse Of The Maggots

This is the year where hope fails you

The test subjects run the experiment

And the bastards you know is the hero you hate

But cohesing is possible if we try

There\'s no reason

There\'s no lesson

No time like the present

Tell me right now, what have you got to lose?

What have you got to lose, except your soul?

Who\'s with us?

 

I fight for the unconventional

My right and it\'s unconditional

I can only be as real as I can

The disadvantage is I never knew the plan

This isn\'t just a way to be a martyr

I can\'t walk alone any longer

I fight, for the ones who can\'t fight

And if I lose at least I tried

 

We, we are the new diabolic

We, we are the bitter bucolic

If I have to give my life you can have it

We, we are the pulse of the maggots

 

I wont, be the inconsequential

I wont, be the wasted potential

I can make it as severe as I can

Until you realize you\'ll never take a stand

It isn\'t just a one-sided version

We’ve dealt with a manic subversion

I won\'t let the truth be perverted

And I wont leave another victim deserted

 

We, we are the new diabolic

We, we are the bitter bucolic

If I have to give my life you can have it

We, we are the pulse of the maggots

 

Do you understand?

Yes

Do you understand?

Yes

Do you understand?

Yes

Do you understand?

Yes

 

Say it again, say it again

We won\'t die

Say it again, say it again

We won\'t die

Say it again, say it again

We won\'t die

Say it again, say it again

We won\'t die

 

Say it again, say it again

We won\'t die

Say it again, say it again

We won\'t die

Say it again, say it again

We won\'t die

Say it again, say it again

We won\'t die

 

We fight, till no one can fight us

We live, and no one can stop us

We pull but we’re pushed too far

And the advantage is, the bottom line is

We never had to fight in the first place

We only had to spit back in their face

We won\'t walk alone any longer

What doesn\'t kill us only makes us stronger

 

We, we are the new diabolic

We, we are the bitter bucolic

If I have to give my life you can have it

We, we are the pulse of the maggots

 

Do you understand?

Yes

Do you understand?

Yes

Do you understand?

Yes

Do you understand?

Yes

 

Say it again, say it again

We won\'t die

Say it again, say it again

We won\'t die

Say it again, say it again

We won\'t die

Say it again, say it again

We won\'t die

---

Before I Forget

 

Go!

 

Stapled shut, inside and ouside world and I'm

Sealed in tight, bizarre but right at home I'm

Claustrophobic, closing in and im catastrophic - not again

i'm smeared across th paige, and doused in gasoline

I'm wear like a stain, yet I'm the one who's obscene

catch me up on all your sordid little insurrections

I've got no time to lose, and I'm just caught up in all the cattle

 

Frey the stings

Through the sheathes

Hold your breath

listen!

 

I am a world before I am a man

I was a creature before I could stand

I will remember before I forget

BEFORE I FORGET THAT!

 

I'm ripped across the ditch, and settled in the dirt and i

wear you like a stitch, yet I'm the one who's hurt

Pay attention to your twisted little indiscrestions

I've got no right to win, I'm just caught up all the battles

 

Locked in clutch

Pushed in place

Hold your breath

listen!

 

I am a world before I am a man

I was a creature before I could stand

I will remember before I forget

BEFORE I FORGET THAT!

 

I am a world before I am a man

I was a creature before I could stand

I will remember before I forget

BEFORE I FORGET THAT!

 

My end

It justifies my means

All I ever do is delay

my every attempt to evade

The end of the road and my end

It justifies my means

All ever do is delay

my every attempt to evade

THE END OF THE ROAD!

 

I am a world before I am a man

I was a creature before I could stand

I will remember before I forget

BEFORE I FORGET THAT!

 

I am a world before I am a man

I was a creature before I could stand

I will remember before I forget

BEFORE I FORGET THAT!

 

I am a world before I am a man

I was a creature before I could stand

I will remember before I forget

BEFORE I FORGET THAT!

 

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Yeah, yeah, yeah, OH!

---

Vermilion, Pt. 2

 

She seems trusting of me,

 

has trusted across my shape…

 

All the torment and the pain

 

they threw to cover me…

 

I’d do anything ever to myself

 

just to have her for myself,

 

now I don’t know what to do,

 

I don’t know what to do…

 

And she makes me sad…

 

 

She is everything to me,

 

the unacquainted dream…

 

The song that no one sings,

 

the unattainable…

 

She’s a myth that I’ve to believe in,

 

all I need to make it real

 

is one more reason…

 

I don’t know what to do,

 

I don’t know what to do…

 

And she makes me sad…

 

 

But I won’t let this build up inside me,

 

I won’t let this build up inside me,

 

I won’t let this build up inside me,

 

I won’t let this build up inside me…

 

 

I’m catching my throat, choke,

 

toning the pieces I want, no,

 

I don’t want to be this,

 

but I won’t let this build up inside me,

 

I won’t let this build up inside me,

 

I won’t let this build up inside me,

 

I won’t let this build up inside me…

 

(I won’t let this build up inside me…)

 

(I won’t let this build up inside me…)

 

 

She isn’t real (I won’t let this build up inside me…)

 

I can make her real (I won’t let this build up inside me…)

 

She isn’t real (I won’t let this build up inside me…)

 

I can make her real (I won’t let this build up inside me…) 

---

The Nameless

 

Pathetic/benign

Accept it/undermined

Your opinion/your justification

Happy/safe

Servent/caged

Malice/utter weakness

No toleration - Invade

Commited/enraged/admit it

Don't condescend/don't even disagree

Destroy/decay/Dissapoint/delay

You've suffered then, now suffer unto me.

 

Obsession - take another look.

Remember - every chance you took.

Decide- either live with me

Or give up - any thought you had of being free

 

(don't go) i never wanted any body more then i wanted you

(i know) the only thing i ever really loved, was hate.

 

anyone/no/anything/yes/anyway/fall/anybody/mine/

anybody/tell me

i want/you/i need/you/i'll have/you/i won't/let anybody have you

obey/me/believe/me/just trust/me/worship/me/live for/me

be grateful/now/be honest/now/be precious/now/be mine/just love me

 

Possesion -feed my only vice

Confession - i wont tell you twice

Desert make - either die for me

Or give up - any chance you had of being free

 

(don't go) i never wanted any body more then you

(i know) the only thing i ever really loved, was hurting you.

(don't go) i never wanted any body more then you

(i know) the only thing i ever really loved, was hate.

 

(yeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaahhhhhh)

Stay inside the hole, let me take control. (dominate)

You were nothing more, you were something less (innocent)

Something has to give, something i've to break. (omnipresent)

Fingers on your skin, let me savage it. (you deserve it)

YOU DESERVE IT.

YOU DESERVE IT.

YOU DESERVE IT.

YOU DESERVE IT.

 

(don't go) i never wanted any body more then i wanted you (i wanted you)

(i know) the only thing i ever really loved, was hurting you. (was hurting you)

(don't go) i never wanted any body more then i wanted you (i wanted you)

(i know) the only thing i ever really loved, was hate.

 

You're mine (i know who you are)

You're mine (i know who you are)

You're mine

YOU'RE MINE

---

The Virus Of Life

 

(Yeah)

 

I can see you but you can't see me

I could touch you and you wouldn't even feel me

Wait a second and you'll settle down

I'm just waiting til you really let your guard down

You're relaxed, you're sublime, you're amazing

You don't even know the danger you're facing

If I'm quiet, I'll slide up behind you

And if you hear me I'll enjoy trying to find you

 

I've been with you all day

I'm trying to stay calm

I've impatient and it's really hard to breathe

I'm going to empty you and fill you in with me

 

Just keep the violence down

Not yet-don't make a sound

Oh God I'm feeling it

It's reaching fever pitch

My skin is caving in

My heart is driving out

No mercy, no remorse

Let nature take it's course

 

(watch me) Bring me to my knees

(waiting) I am your disease

(lover) Set my symptom free

(covered) You won't feel a thing

 

You can't stop me

This is the virus, the virus of life

 

This is inside us, the crisis, the knife

This is the virus, the virus of life

This is inside us, the crisis, the knife

 

It's almost time to play/It's time to be afraid

I can't control the pain/I can't control in vain

Oh God, I'm ready now/You're almost ready now

I'm gonna love you now/I'm gonna put you down

I see you in the dark/I see you all the way

I see you in the light/I see you plain as day

I wanna toouch your face/I wanna touch your soul

I wanna wear your face/I wanna burn your soul

 

Watching-Bring me to my knees

Waiting-I am your disease

Lover-Set my symptom free

Covered-You won't feel a thing

You can't stop me

This is the virus, the virus of life

The Virus Of Life

---

Danger , Keep Away

 

We too feel alone

 

That place in my mind

Is that space that you call mine

That place in my mind

Is that space that you call mine

 

Where have I been all this time?

Lost, enslaved, fatal decline.

I\'ve been waiting for this to fold, but

but pieces are only as good as the whole

 

I severed myself from my whole life,

I Cut out the only thing that was right!

What If I never saw you again?

I\'d die right next to you in the end

 

That place in my mind

Is that space that you call mine

That place in my mind

Is that space that you call mine

 

I wont let you walk away

Without hearing what I have to say

Without hearing what I have to say

Without hearing what I have to say

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